God

Oh God, I really do want to meet you. I mean, you are indescribable in every way possible. You created this universe, this universe in such wideness and greatness. Our earth alone seems enormous to us, but yet it is a germ compared to the rest of this universe. Our sun you have created to shine light upon us looks as if it is the biggest thing in the universe, but it too looks like a pebble compared to everything you have created. The drive from Sacramento to Los Angeles seems to be really far, but it is nothing compared to the distance between the stars. Your people seem to overlook the fact that we are nothing compared to what you have created for us. We long for materialistic fads such as cars, clothes, and the "hype", things that will not give us eternal happiness. These things block out our solution, our creator, our father, our God. It is You, Lord God, who gives your creation eternal happiness.

If you are this great, this powerful, and this wonderful, I really want to meet you. If you can create a universe so vast that we could not even imagine, I wonder what your kingdom must look like. If we can get happiness from little things, I wonder how much more happiness You can give us. I want to see you Lord. It's so crazy that You are able to be in every single person in this world, but yet we don't ever meet or see you until the after life. It's so crazy that You are able to give us EVERYONE your unconditional love, no matter how much we turned our back against You, no matter how many times we denied Your existence, no matter how much we betrayed You. You are always there, and You will never leave us. It is unbelievable that we are able to feel Your presence, but we can never get face to face with you, to touch you, to literally be held inside your arms.

I was introduced to You Lord God ever since I was born, but I never really accepted You into my life until 2008, where I joined YFC. My first experience in which I felt your Holy Presence in my first ever praisefest. I was baptized by the Holy Spirit by Your works through Don and his ADGLs. From there, our friendship just rose. You gave me great gifts, and I repaid you through my service in YFC and recently the church. You constantly give me opportunities to serve you more and more, and no matter how much I fail, you will always love me. You won't ever hate me.

And this is why I want to meet You.